Turbulence

Butterflies is what he gave me and continues to give me since we called ourselves official.
There’s not one who’s ever made me feel the way he does. 
I finally felt like I found true love.
But then what we have gets hit with a blow.
Getting myself together, while working to pick up the pieces. 
I see that this man really needs me.
But not only does he need me, I need him.
It’s something about the way he speaks that taps into my spirit realm.
I’ve never felt this love for a man.
We both tried walking away from eachother.
Even when we are apart we are still connected.
I know it doesn’t make sense to me either.
How can someone love me just as much as I love them?
All I’ve ever experienced is verbal abuse and disloyalty.
How can something so special be challenged?
Thinking back I remember this page in my bible.
It speaks of a rainbow at the end of the storm.
Sometimes there is turbulence before the calm. 





Jeremiah 29:11
​For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.